Today sucks.

I’ve been trying my best to work at my desk and everything is an absolute struggle. At one point, I just laid on the floor in agony … Stomach pain. Rib pain. Nausea. Fatigue. Pounding headache. Brain fog. Flu-like feeling. Stress/anxiety.

Am I ever going to get better?

What am I doing wrong?

Why won’t my body heal from this?

Where are You, God?

Why do You sit passively by and allowing me to suffer like this for so long?

When do You plan on answering my prayers for healing?